سيكبة!

لطالما كنت ارى ان ملاطفة النساء فن، و لطالما كنت بارعا فيه، لم اشته يوما فتاة او امرأة و لكنى لطالما اشتهيت التجربة، انا فى العقد الثالث من عمرى و زد عليه القليل، لست بذالك الشاب الوسيم و لا القوى ذو الصوت الرخيم و لا غنيا و لا شقيا تتواثب من حولى الفتيات، بل كان صوتى و حسنى و لعبى مزيجا ارسم به الكلمات، لا ادّعى الشعر، و لا معسول الكلمات، انما ادنو منهن بما تبسطه ايديهن من تلميحات، لطالما اتخذت الصبر معينا للوصول الى قلوبهن، نعم تلك هى غايتى، رويدا رويدا يدعننى انساب الى ثنايا انفسهن و ما هو ابعد... لا.. ليس هكذا ابعد، انما اقصد حين يدركن انى قد ملأت جب نقص كن فى حاجة الى سقياه، و حين تصدر منهن كلمة، تعلمنى معنى البسمة، " اُحِبُكَ " تلك هى الكلمة، انما البسمة فليست سوى الشعور.. بالنصر الزائف.. و الغرور، حينها تذبل الكلمات و تذوى البسمات، و يبقى شعور النشوة يداعب النسمات، الى ان يأتى الوقت لنفس اخرى تلهث وراء من يذكيها، فتأتينى راغبة مُرَحَّبٌ بها، لتأخذ من نصيب طال من قبلها، احيانا قد اتسائل الم اكتفى بعد؟ فاجيب بطيب خاطر من يكتفى من حسن و انوثة و زينة؟ لعل فى عملى ما يطرب القلوب ...ان كانت حزينة...!

I....

I am all and none
no figure to see
no reflection for me
no shadow in the sun

I am here, not near
neither I am so far
a fading shining star
a non-shed tear

I am life in a seed
rain in a refusing cloud
swift in a crowding crowd
a poem not to read

I am... a dry drop of ink
a prehistoric beast
a joy of merry feast
a lily dressed in pink

I am ... not!
a god of the Romans
a story of Romance
I am nothing... but a dot !

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ولدت

ولدت
طريدا من السماء
لم اعرف يوما حزنا
و لا بكاء
اجوب فيها ركضا
تلك ارضى اللعناء
املأها دوما
بالرقص و الغناء
شهير انا بحرفة
ملاطفة النساء
تراودنى عيناها جرأة
و على استحياء
فيصير حديثى ضربا
من هذى الشعراء
ادعوها قمر البيد
و واحة الصحراء
لكنى طال بى
زمانى و الحسناء
ما عدت ارى حسنا
بروحى الشيباء
تهيم فى عوالم
نسيت معنى البهاء

The lonely goatherd

High on the hill was a lonely goatherd
chanting with a harmonious tone
down at the foot of the hill was heard
the voice of the herd was singing alone
seen by a flying lonely bird
right after wards the sun has shone
along came a hound and became their third
was hoping to find his lonely bone
a bark and tweet with singing shared
a very long sonnet of sadly moan
when all realized in one big word
together they shall see a new dawn
where's no man or dog or bird
but a family with "not lonely" shown...

Diaries of a Humanoid... Episode 3

Dear Diaries! It has been a long since I last wrote! Oh yes, I do now write, draw, type, and even play piano! more and more I get to become physically Human, and emotionally too, I met a Human Female, a girl to be more precise, she seems quite interesting, and it feels awkward to say that she doesn't seem quite Human, her actions are most likely to be very rational and logic, and seems to be much interested in both my Humulation program ( Human behavior Simulation ), and my external artificial resemblance to her kind! According to Human scales of Beauty she gets 9/10 disregarding a protuberance in her nasal cavity, an unnoticed squint in her left eye, and a born-with slight bend in both her knees! I find her quite an interesting prototype of Humans that I would certainly scheme to stick around! Oh I have forgotten to mention that I have learned quite a large sum of Human Slang expressions, and also I acquired the ability to forget! simply by keeping some data unused! Speaking again of Evangeline or Eve ( that is how she likes me to call her ) she still has some Human aspects like love, being loved, getting married, and having children, but the most notice worthy thing about her is that she wants to die, not at the time being, but when her time comes, she wants to die, she doesn't seek eternal life, even if she could get it! and that is another interesting aspect about Humans, at a point they get satisfied, unnoticing that no matter how long their life is,they keep learning,and teaching too, ongoing experiences is the essence of Human life, experiences either based on a dream or resulted from a dream, which I have not got one yet, and seems that I will not get it soon though! I don't know why Humans close their eyes to dream! Every time I try this I move to Sleep Mode! Speaking of sleeping, Eve invited me to her house to sleep with her, and I do not know whether she has enough beds or I should take mine with me! Perhaps I should call and ask her! Well, that will be all for tonight, I will get back to you soon Diaries, Good Night... Off Mode.

Requiem for a dream

I... had a dream
that lingered all the way along my life
where I am no master nor slave
where I don't pay much attention to how
I behave...
I had a dream.... with loud voice that yells
" you can be anything you want to be "
so free amidst Gods, in the temple of my life
like a bird whose nest can not be built over any tree
I had a dream... to be-friend with the wind
and flow with the sea
by the tail of the winter, springy I shall be
hopping with hope like a dancing hind
I... had... all when I was holding a wand
then I lost all, and kept non in a hand
for long now has been the redeem
seeking desperately ... a Requiem for a Dream...

sex is all that matters ;)

Tempting is the title, right? Sorry to disappoint you, but it's not a Kinky story, it's more like a view for an ancient fact along the history of earthly creatures. for ages has been the male-female conflict appearing in everyday's situations, even after the international calls for women rights and all the related stuff... no that's not the point... I mean that sex has been dominating plenty of life's aspects. Let me ask the guys a question: can you tell the difference between a woman and a female? why is it called women rights and not female rights? i bet 99% of the guys can't answer such questions right! I'm not with females against males or anything, just trying to point at a little thing; Does sex matter? could a whole discourse of life be routed according to gender? and why? Man ( as in human ) has been a social creature, though selective, and as time passed, the selective aspects evolved with him, to reach the point that not every female is a woman! or not every male is a man! According to some certain features forced by cultural propagation upon human minds and thoughts, you can see now some guy's looking for a female!! and some others looking for a woman! hilarious, isn't it? A human is a package, it's components though they are elastic, capable of being formed and formatted, increased and decreased, you can't separate them, no matter how you try...